CANCELLED!!!! SEEKING ROLE PLAY PARTNER

CANCELLED!!!!!!!!
I apologize for the inconvenience but I decided to NOT continue with searching for a new rp partner. I know it sucks but I have been fighting and dealing with a lot of personal demons recently and right now I should focus on myself and not roleplaying Since I reminded myself about how much stress it caused for me last time.

Looking for someone!
Hey EVERYBODY! I'm searching for more roleplay partners.
I have been roleplaying for years and I personally believe it helps me develop my characters and write better.

So first what I DON'T like
-Godmoding.
-JUST SEX!
-Small sentences
-NOT trying(it has to be both ways)

What I LOVE!
-Fantasy Adventure
-Paragraph replies
-3D Characters(develop the characters)
-Long term roleplays

A little about me. My dream job is to be a full time fantasy novelists. I generally roleplay strong female characters but I will dabble with playing a male. I prefer roleplaying with 18+ people because most of my roleplays have some mature scenes(I roleplay sex scenes). I enjoy romance roleplays but I need more than just romance to keep my interest. If possible I will be "testing" some of my characters. I have quite a few new characters and I want to practice them in a roleplay to see what type of personality seems to fit them.

Possible Roleplay ideas
-Saga
-Pirate
-Apochalypse
-Pacific Rim inspired
-Gothic/gargoyle

I'm super open minded and love to brainstorm with anyone. If one interests you feel free to just send me a note.

PLEASE NOTE THE CHARACTERS I USE ARE ALWAYS MY OCs IF I AM RPING WITH PLEASE REALIZE THAT THEY ARE MINE SO YOU DO NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO USE THEM IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM.

*I only want to take on 3-5 new roleplay partners.*